I finally get to graduate from this godforsaken school. Man I am not loving this school right not. The work is hard, the ppl are, for the most part stuck up and would never give a girl like me the time of day. I hate most of them. Anyway the actual grad bbq is tonight and then the only class I have to finish up is my legal class then I'm done with this place for what I hope is forever. I never want to find myself taking another class in this school again. I think next time I might find myself taking classes at the University. I want a degree in psycology anyway. In a couple of years after I pay off some of the twelve thousand dollar loan I acquired while I was attending school here. I would definitely start in arts and sciences just to see if I can actually handle university level classes. But I figue that anything has to be better than what the classes are here. God did I mention how much I hate this place. It's gotta be Karma all over again, only this time it was getting even with me for an entire lifetime of evil and wrong doing. I just don't understand what I could have done that was so wrong and evil and wicked that it brought all this on. Story of my life. Karma is always out to get me, or so it would seem anyway. Now its the worlds turn to laugh at me because Im so paranoid that I have this belief that Karma is out to get me at every turn.

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
I do not have a book near to me
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
What would be the point in that exactly

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
C.S.I seaon finale

Without looking, guess what time it is:
Somewhere around 12:30 p.m

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:09 p.m.

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Laughter, ppl walking, pages turning, typing

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
about 3 hours ago, walking to school

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Deathtosanity's journal

What are you wearing?
A business suit

Did you dream last night?
No, fraid not

When did you last laugh?
About an hour ago

What are on the walls you are in?
a calendar, educational poster, a couple of doors, cupboards, not too much...

Seen anything weired lately?
yes, myself in the mirror wearing a business suit.lol

What do you think of this quiz?
I definitely need to get a life...Yes i really need a life.

What is the last film you saw?
Hot Fuzz

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I would pay off my loans and any other debt i may have, then I would buy an expensive car, The an island in the caribbean so I can have my own private beach, then a helicoptor to get to that beach, then a lot of booze so I can lay on the beach and drink all day.

Tell me something about you that I dont know.
I have a rather weird obsession with the Harry Potter movies. lol

If you could change one thing about the world regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would murder George bush and end the damn pointless war in Iraq

Do you like to dance?
Yes, very much.

George Bush:
Damn bastard, who needs him anyway, not me thats for sure...

Imagine your first child as a girl, what do you call her?
Claire

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Darren

Would you ever consider living abroad?
Hells, yes

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Im pretty sure he would take one look at me and send me on my way back to hell

Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:~saskangel ~ladymarta ~Chimeria
~alexis-the-angel ~Aoino
*saurien

It seems I am bound to a fate of depression and loneliness. Lord knows that the stupid freeloaders I go to school with don't care. I'm just the quiet one who no one deems it necessary to talk to or hang out with. I get the feeling that both fate and Karma are laughing in my face right now. I probably deserve it though. I'm just a poor sinner and absolutely everytime I do something Karma is right around the corner to keep my ego in check. I guess I shouldn't let it get inflated in the first place. In return what do I get? Ha! Nothing good I assure you.
This little bout of self pity is just karma again. I mean something had to come back at me after I actually found happiness. I found happiness almost four months ago when I met my boyfriend, who shall remain nameless on this website, Now karma is putting me through a horrible bout of depression and self-pity. Wow I hope Karma is almost done with me. I should know better than to mess with karma any way. I didnt think anything would come back at me, now I'm being punished.
Oh well. Maybe if I apologize to karma it will leave me alone for a while.....I hope so. Hey, i've learned my lesson... Never make Karma angry. I never used to believe in things like karma or fate or destiny. Lately I've become a firm believer. I am also a firm believer that if you make karma angry that you get more punishment than if you're a well behaved citizen.
On the other hand I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow. That's garanteed to make me feel better. if you look good you often feel good about yourself. That and I want my hair to actually resemble something that looks good for grad pics next week.
Well this little bit of rambling has really made me feel better. I have been having a rough couple of days. Then again rambling and ranting usually makes me feel better anyway. Just call it blowing off steam. Man this is a lot of blowing of steam. lol.
Feel free to comment and criticize.
Hey speaking of criticism all you people need to read the poem i posted a couple of days ago. Except if you're my brother(deathtosanity). Anyone else can feel free to criticize and comment all they want but I really must limit my brother because his comments tend to get a little harsh sometimes.

Man do I hate stupid ppl. I get pple all the time asking me what's in my email account. Like its their business or something. By stupid ppl Im talking about the stupid ppl I go to school with this time. Man they must be living in a dream world where they all get their way all the time. Man do I ever hate them all. And its just the pple in my class right now. They're all a bunch of rich bitch morons who have no lives so they pick on the ones who are quiet and keep to themselves. Meaning me of course. Have I mentioned how much I hate them. Man this pisses me off and it goes on every fucking day, I mean do they have nothing better to do??? Its mind baffling and confusing. I really do believe that Either they have no life or their whole life revolves around making ppl like me completely miserable.
I also have the belief that none of them have ever had to work for anything they have in their meager little lives right now, I hate ppl who dont have to work for anything because everything gets handed to them on a silver fucking platter and this in turn makes them all ungrateful little fucks. I truly hate them all. At least none of them know about or are on DA or I might have to do some explaining. Oh well I guess I'll cross that bridge if and when I come to it.
I guess I should really apologize for my language but man do they ever really just fucking piss me off to almost extreme levels. Fuck. Thats really the only word I can come up with that really describes the idiotic morons I'm forced to go to school with. Man the next four months are gonna be hell because Im pretty sure someone isn't going to survive it. Im also sure I wont be the one who doesn't survive. Yes I will definitely come out on top this time. Anyway thanx for listening to my rant about stupid ppl.

Wow I know its been quite a while since I have done anything. I should explain that though. During the summer I didn't have an internet connection and lately school has kept me extremely busy. I would submit more of my poetry but I don't have a scanner or anything and I usually try to avoid rewriting it.
Now I'm going to rant about how stupid my school really is. We were supposed to get our recent transcript of marks today, and we did. That's not what pissed my off though. What pissed me off was the fact that I didn't get my accounting mark, because they didnt release it, and thats the one i really wanted to see.
One last thing before I go. I finally did find a boyfriend. Thanx to an online dating website. The best man I have ever met, if i don't say so myself. LOL.
So thats my rant about random stuff most people probably don't care too much about.